alone

eyes closed
trying to feel
the essence
left over traces
anything
of you
but you are gone
long gone
without a trace
packed and you left
with my heart still in your pocket
I see nothing
I feel nothing
I am nothing
without you

my finger tips
that traced your features
so many times
are now empty
my head
once filled with so many thought of you
is now void
my heart
that only beat
because you made it
is now missing
out in the unknown
where is it?
where are you?
I think I know

you are probably out there
running away
escaping
eluding
the depression
the anger
the sickness
everything I brought you
everything I am
you are now out with happiness
youre with smiles
and sunny days
a girl I don't know how to be

I am alone
alone with nothing
no tears
no rain
no sighs
just nothing
and you are there
with friend
with family
with love

and I am here
alone