HAZE

Emotion filled chaos,agony stricken turmoil
drives the madness within.
tormented as to why the reason,can't let go.
this war,can not win,struggle for clarity but drowning in thought.
too scared,stuck in the loop,forever these dark feelings controlling the pain derived misery.
haunting recollections of former self,wounds that never heal.
see no remedy or origin found yet burns from inside not sure I
know why.
a façade of happy, mere illusions blinding others from the truth.
spiraling downward,churning the soul back into the shadows,
feelings extinguished forever.
no ascending the abyss of why I feel this way !