Us Is Never Forever

Will we loose it again? Is there any way to be sure? No, of corse not. I do love him but I am falling for anothers trap. I am not sure what to do. I can feel us falling out of place. Nothing but old memories left, and no matter how hard I try I can never get those back nor can I forget. I love him but this is not worth it anymore. I love him but this is not worth it anymore. I will not be treated like a childs play thing. Its over for us, it has been nothing but darkness since July. Three months has gone by, and I never planed on waithing. Waiting for him to come to his senses and realize everything. I still dont think he has. I wish he would. Maybe it would help ease some of the pain I still have. Or the bitterness twords him that lingers ever so slightly each time he leves.