Sometimes

Sometimes,when i lay,not quite concious,not quite asleep,
i feel Him...
He's the gentle breeze on my bare flesh,and it excites me to feel Him...there

Sometimes,i close my eyes,and i can still smell Him...
the unmistakeable scent of Him,
and a tear wells in my closed eyes

Sometimes,i see His face,hear His growl,feel His hands on my throat...
and i can't breathe without it hurting

Sometimes,it's so hard,being so close to Him,yet so far away...
never knowing when i will feel the sweet release,
only He can offer me

And sometimes,it's so easy,just knowing i'm His...
Knowing He loves me for all that i am,
and all that i long to give Him.