Protection

shelter me from the world and I subside
to the depths of dreams and irregularities
the sins are my one true enemies
I hide far and frightful between frail walls
and sink into a slumber past my waking hour
a zombie play I act; feverish and diseased
i trickle into the past forgotten
and sunken in a theme....

I fear nothing passed those walls
where im held sheltered from myself
I dig holes to escape my parental sabotage
from my well-being and critical hatred
being doused upon me like diamond shavings
soo sparkling and neat how they creep on my shoulders
and rock me to sleep
all these precious things taunting me
how I reach for the deep
how I shove myself into another cave
ignoring the door; my sweet escape.