Mirror, Mirror

         I watched my face in the mirror as I rolled a twenty. White, crystalline flakes sat there, just waiting. I sat there waiting for you. I saved you a line. But you never came.
         I didn't feel as guilty as I should have. I fucked your best friend....he was better anyways. But you never came.
         I don't want to be left alone anymore. I'm just so tired. So I snorted another line. I can wait up a little longer. But you never came.
         I started to believe that I was nothing. I started to suck harder on that cigarrette. I'll do anything to poison myself. But still you never came.
         It makes me sad to think about all we lost. So I stared harder into that cloudy mirror. I licked it clean.