when times were simpler

when times were easier
because we were friends
times were simpler
when nothing really mattered
but laughing joking
playing kissing cuddling
haveing fun with the little things
pretending the other would never be the one
not doing anything but drinking smoking having fun
not the tattered remnants of two strung out
individuals fighting the inevitable which was loving
against all odds abusing suffocating hurting
the other just to fuckin win
i try not to remember fondly the little simpler things
cause when i do my heart just stings
the memories fade to the back of my mind

but sometimes the tears come from laughing out of joy
but then again we were simpler then my friend
these times we face now will be the hardest yet
i try all the pain to forget so i dont embark with regret
baby its us were friends before we loved neither of us
neither of us prepared both of us unknowing
an unlikely match but we come from a good batch

anyway i was just thinkin of simpler things when days
seemed to end too fast and our time just couldnt last

so here we are another sentence this one much longer
but if we do it right it should make us stronger