Does it even bother you?

After everything that we've been through...

I finally found the strength to walk away from you and to move in a better direction in my life after almost four years of pain and misery that you caused me.

But still, for some reason, every night.. I still lay awake staring at my phone thinking of every night that we talked on it and every conversation that we had.
It leaves me wondering if you even miss me a little now that I'm gone.

Wondering if it even bothers you that I'm not reachable in your life anymore, if it even bothers you that you're not important in my life anymore.. Wondering if it even bothers you that I was the one that finally walked away, that it wasn't you anymore. I was the one that walked away.. Not you. Does it even bother you?