You Cant Do This AnyMore

The control you have over me
over my thoughts, my life,
my peace of mind.
Everything I do REVOLVES
around you...

well, atleast it did.

I don't cry any more at night
my daughter doesn't worry about
me any more.

We chase the chickens and she
"moos" at the cows in the pen.
We laugh...

I haven't thought about crying in
a while now.
I'm still sad though...sad we didn't work
and it has to be like this. Only
sad for Kaelen though.

You tried to mold me into someone
I fought not to be. Apparently I wasn't
suppose to be that person and I was
just another failed attempt.
Apparently the new girl is #3.

But now you HAVE molded me. To hate you,
to be weary of men like you and
unfortunately, to not give 3/4s of them a chance
just because they have light hair, a goatee,
tall and skinny....

You can't control me any more though.
I am me..and you are you...
so back the hell off.
You're not wanted here any more.