Such A Thing...

I thought I'd be ready,
prepared for what was to come

But unexpectedly

The horrifyiing reality of
it all set in

I promised myself that
I'd never cry again

But the tears started falling as
I continued to read the note

Breaking my heart even more
and more

I could never forgive something
so cruel

So horrible, sick

I can't erase that moment

That pain
That terified feeling
as I began to shake

Not now, not ever

I can't deny that I feel so
helpless

Against the pain, the sorrow

But why does this have to
happen?

Why?!

Is it all just a sick
game?

Why?