get your ass up and get shit done!

Going through a stressful day
just wanna close my eyes, my mind and lock my body
sleep, as long as I can

Who you can rely on?
Nobody
Who you can count on?
Nobody
Not the person you loved
not the person loved you
not the person who you think like you either
It's just yourself
Everything is yourself
Yourself is everything.

I feel free
yet alone
Again
The most alone time you feel
is right after when you were now

I wanna go away
to somewhere nobody I know or knows me
to somewhere I can easily get lost and don't have any responsibility for
Would you look for me
if I just suddenly get lost
I bet you wouldn't
you would tell all your friends "I don't give a fuck"
And that's good.
That's how I forget about you and focus on myself
That's what makes me not give a fuck.

I wish there was space in time that I can hide it when I don't wanna live in time.
but there is not

So...
you know what you need to do

And cold is good.
I like cold
It would be even better if you just tell me directly "I don't love you any more and I don't fucking care".

Thanks you!