my hell to dwell....

I was doomed inutero...

To be insane, addicted, nobodys hero...

To understand my world requires a misunderstood dictionary.....

My life, lived, even though its raw misery...

I want to know why it was me that was given all these attrocities, and made to live inside a demon filled hell...

Surrounded by darkness and shrowded under a hungry, vicious spell....

The demons inside me make love to my madness...

Enjoying my tottured world, feeding off my sadness...

I have  no control over the body ive been given....

The demons are strong, keeping my soul black, corroded with sin...

I cant see myself free of them, they will create my early grave...

Enjoying each day i slowly decay....

I can feel the life drain slowly each day i remain....

Making me feel more and more pain...

I know no other life is waiting somewhere for me.....

I was doomed, it was all laid out for me....

To continue to dwell in all my sesspools of filth....

Never to be complete or wanted, just a gram of disgust.....

Im tired now, i want to shut my eyes....

Become someone else in my dreams, anyone but me..... Goodnight....