I should've known

I'm sad...really sad..
I just don't know what to do..
I told you I couldn't help but cared
I didn't get the same from you.
First you say you think I'm wonderful
then I'm just your best bud...
but you want to feel me up and down
just like any other guy would.
I expected more from you
you seemed so much more...
I thought you exceeded my expectations..
what the fuck did I do that for?
I want to try to make things work
maybe I'll be every thing you need..
My heart just hurts
do you even care about me?
You change your tune
when you want something
next thing you know we're
just flat out arguing.
I just wish he'd tell me I'm sweet
pretty enough for him..
tell me he can't wait to see me
other than to get in my pants
  but I'm just you're "friend"...
We can under stand the pain
we're both going through...
lost time, lost love
so I don't know what the fuck to do.
All that I can say
is you better figure out yourself
because I'm not standing in your way
I can move away just as well.
Hurt me some more
I guess I just don't care...
My heart is already on the floor
and this isn't fucking fair.
So tell me what you want
I'm no longer playing your games...
treat me like shit, the way you are
you should be ashamed.
I care about you so much
I would have made you my world...
and you're passing up a good thing
I could have been the greatest girl.

You lose.