A Message To My Mum

A message to my Mum

All a daughter wants is love and affection
But all i ever got was constant rejection
You have 3 other daughters of those you are proud
But me mum can you not hear me screaming loud?
I long for your love, something il probably never gain
I sometimes wander does my exsistance cause you pain?
I feel like a lost child with noone to love
Because my dad is already at heavens above.
Broken promises and sad goodbyes
You left me standing all alone, tears they filled my eyes
Truth is Mom i need you in my life
When i get married, you giving me away to my future wife.
And when i graduate from university
I want to see satisfaction and proudness on your face
I dont want anyone else to take your place.
Theres nothing that i want more
Than you telling you love me at the end of a phone call
Every day i think of how different things could be
You could come back into my life and this time never leave me.
How can you turn your back and walk away
For my sake i hope you realize someday
Im just a frightened fragile girl who needs her mother
To give her affection and love like no other
This i hope you read after you have turned your back
Sincerely signed your daughter who has just as much worth to you as a rubbish sack.

Message to my Mum.
07/09/13
By Samantha Hughes