Forget

why does it have to be this way
Why do the trails of love bring so much pain
i don't understand why this has come to be
but at this rate ill be alone, ill be me...

ill hide myself from the world, restrict myself from love
who knows some day i might reach the world above
but that day is not now for i have to live
im just finding so hard to forgive

but who to forgive is the question i ask
everynight i take a swig from that silver flask
I present myself as someone strong as a steel wall
but yet i find myself drowning in tears on the floor

all i want is to forget the pain
so much to lose, so little to gain
my eyes redden from these lonely tears
in the end i will face my fears

i must decide weather ill walk alone
i might just throw away my phone
Ill escape this harsh reality and throw away my heart
for sometimes i feel i'd rather die than be apart.

All these rumors are just too much
it hurts cause i hear it but not see it
Ill say this now as i know you will read it
I may love another but when i see you my heart wavers...

goodbye my first true love