Losing Everything

I get called names,
Like slut and whore.
All 'cos he is 2 years older.
No big deal.
Least thats what my friends say.
My ex-boyfriend,
I think he is jealous.
My boyfriend's friend's wife,
She only wants my boyfriend.
And I feel like she will stop at nothing to get him
Or kill him so i can't have him.

I feel like I am losing everything.
Everything that I love.

My boyfriend,
He says to me "I'll love you forever and it'll never change"
But he has almost walked out on me twice now.  
I can't lose him.
He just doesn't realize that my life
Has always be nothing but sadness.
I feel like running away.

I feel like I am losing everything.
Everything that I love.

My friends are turning on me.
I knew it would happen.
Just didn't know this way. 

I cry everyday now. 
Sometimes more than once.
All that runs through my head is
My boyfriend telling me
"Don't cry babe. Everything will be okay. When you cry, it rains in my world."
I have never felt so loved and hated at the same time before.