severed cortex

i see you trembling .... or is it my reflection
can't stop the pain from eating me alive
blind and bitter fron absence of sleep
can't hold it in
as they fill my eyes with needles
loosing into the silence ... i'm breaking
gripping my throat
i felt your nails imbed
welling eyes of saddness
i sink into the mirror
my feet melt through the stairs
a tapered hallway
clutching my chest .... restrained
watching there blades disect me
digging through me ...
squeezing my heart till it bursts
just wheel me down the hallway
gurrnie ... IV line and icepicks
labotomize my lobes into
under non-sequential flashing
can't hold you any farther from me
from this cruel tool will come a calming
a nightmare soon departing