My Duality

What if its not people being fake that scares me, What if its Me being Fake that scares me? I am no saint, though I usually act like one. People have usually treated me pretty decently and its always me that turns around and high tailsout before any kind of REAL connection can be recognized. This whole time I've had this image of self that I am slowly starting to see right through, how am I not so transparent to others? Its A Cold and hollow feeling, seeing yourself instead of what you want yourself to be.. I am so much worse than you or I Can See... I am darkness reflecting light. I am A Wolf In Sheeps Skin. I am not Me, not the one I thought I was, anyway. I am the Stalker, I am the Prey, but only because I am still unsure which is truer to me. I am The Great, Big Void. I am The Poet. And I am the Jackal. We are one