My Apologies

How to start these words without creating a sense of division
  Forgiveness right?!
Expression of self confusion as to measures not met
  Behaviors repeatedly displacing truth
Acceptance and attempts to create a sense of normality
  The creation of an aloof nature
No longer embracing the past
  nor the future
because the muddled truth has become swampy.
  But that's okay..
Beautiful they arise even from the murkiest of situations
  So my apologies for needs not met
For boundaries crossed
 For the simple inabailty to understand in one dimension only
My apologies as
 I continue on....