Only I

Sigh of relief
mixed with grief
I heard that death has come upon you
heartless thief
But because my kindness
Is infinite
My heart sunk
knowing your loss of presence was legitimate

More so
because i'll never get revenge
But part of me
because at one point
you where my friend
Only I could feel sorrow
at the loss of someone
Who caused me so much pain
The same way
I still smile when it rains

How can I forgive
when an apology was never given
I guess in my mind
Sorrow is forbidden
what was done was done
From my weakness I won't run
Its pointless
Like trying to out run a gun


I face them and solve them myself
Yes it works
Its called self help
I chose writing
Over fighting
It just works for me
to the world I vent subliminaly
Laught at my pain
or join in my sorrow
Keep it to yourself
We are still who we are tomorrow