Letters from hell II

                
      
I need you to know that I didn't run away from our/  
your friendship because of the inevitable rejection that
your silence brought, I know it wasn't fair for me to put you in that situation.
I think you know that I'm not a rash person, I did not come to
the decision to tell you what my mind told me not to reveal, and my soul begged me to, I promise, I meant everything I said and I've punished myself ever since. No I ran because of  the torturous regret and confusion, you are the epitome of everything I
define as beauty, how can I not love someone so perfect,
from anyone other than you I could take the rejection
from anyone else in the world, but rejection from you
is like an eternity without breath. I never meant anything other
than what my blind stupidity thought was romantic and spontaneous.
   I pray the sun shines on you forever