In Love With A Criminal

My heart is screaming yes.
My mind is telling me no.
I just wish for him to know, that I secretly wish for he and I to be one.
I'm in love with a criminal.
That first kiss,
Oh how I truly miss his lips.
Whenever I see him, My soul quietly whispers
"tell him you love him!!!"
But I never get the courage.
I always fight my earges.
I want him to know.
That I am in love with a criminal.
Taking risks.
Being dismissed.
Oh how I won't give up on that theif.
That thief who stole my heart.
His heart is a work of art.
So complex.
So magnificent.
Oh I won't relent till that criminal is mine!!!!
In time, I'll always tell myself, that he'll begin to realize.
Begin to understand.
That no matter what.
Through thick and thin. He'll ways be more than a friend.
But for now.I'll sit in the shadows.
Waiting for him to notice me.
Wallow.
Crying and feeling so hollow.
and hold me in his arms.
Making me feel so warm.
I'll wait forever.
I'll never tell him never.
I'll always love a criminal.
Oh god, what is wrong with me?
Is this what's destined to be?
Me? In love? and on top of it all.
Me in love with a criminal?
Oh god. I must belong in a mental hospital.
I'm going to get called a fucking crazy girl.
but I'll always say "that this crazy girl will be his friend to the end."
Then I'll walk away silently.
Wishing and hoping oh so quietly.
That that criminal would be mine.
Silently hoping that he would be mine in time.
I'm in love with a criminal