What if?

You're a wonderful man,
With a charming,
Almost-devilish,
Grin spread
Ear-to-ear.

Why settle for the
Paranoia-ridden,
Band kid,
That's silent,
And constantly ignored?

The fault,
My dear,
Is not that you have settled,
But you came up with a plan,
As devious as your smile.

A fuck buddy,
No attachment required,
Just being human,
And messing around,
That's all you ever wanted.

I want you for so much more,
I'd treat you like you should,
Give you all the care you deserve.
I'd make you feel wanted,
But I'm not granted that.

Fuck me, right?
I love you,
You love me,
Why deny this
And go for another?

Please,
Grant this one chance,
It's the most you could do.
If you want me so badly,
How would you act,

If I wanted you more?