Addicted to Misery

Hold out your knife so I can fall on it
I won’t let you have the satisfaction
Of being the one that buried it first
Twist the blade and watch me smile
The endorphins are flowing in my veins
As the dopamine kicks in to full gear
It turns me on when you kick in my teeth
With your words like steel tipped boots
Landing in my mouth as I laugh manically
Open up my scars again with your claws
Watching it flow like crimson waterfalls
Waiting for it to pool on the concrete
So my face can land in it and drown
Push me deep into the soiled grass
After all I am lower than dirt you say
But don’t stop there! It’s almost over
I want you to kick me repeatedly
Again and again while I am still down
When you’re through I’ll beg for more
Because baby I’m addicted to misery