Redundant Heartbreak

When he thought he was cured, better..strong enough,
he realized he had been at his weakest and didn't
truly see what damage he was creating for himself.
Life went from great to absolute hell,
in just....a flash like nothing good was really there,
it was just a ticking time bomb of heartbreak
and severe depression.
It fed off his heart and body like a virus..a virus
just eating him away by the second without even seeing
the slightest but clearly obvious clues and events.
It became a downwards spiral to his self destruction..
trying sooo fuckin hard for what wasn't even possible
with his heart beginning to crack and flood out like
uh damaged pipeline..it would just explode at any givin moment
without a single warning..
it was set for good, he would choke to death on his on blood once he finally  
put himself to rest..