Don't know.

I'm broken.
And tears pour in the shadows
of my heart.

I want love,
But certainly wont find it.
Too many cuts and scars.

Too many bad memories.
Each relationship had
A few moments of sunshine.

And then a plunge so sharp,
Black rain clouds so large
That had me wet and in the dark

And now I am regrettably
afraid to fall in love.
Scared to even mention
that what I want is love

Scared to go further
Than eye contact and flirts.

I'm all for getting in and out
All for the things with nothing
but intercourse involved

But no love for me.
Not till she's the one to see
and heal me.

Not till All the days are sunny