My Mind Has Gone.

The lies that burn in my brain
Like the memories that make me insane
Like butterflies trying to dance through the rain
But all that gets through is pain.

Can someone help me get through this endless state of agony and depression ,
This endless pain
Living the life of pain killers , Stress relievers , And anti-Depressants

I take my medicine , Then my mind fades
Just like my doctor wants me to be.

I don’t know what I’m seeing
I don’t know that I’m breathing
I don’t know if this is life or if I’m dreaming
Are you here , Is this really what I’m seeing?

Or is this just an hallucination ,?
A fixation of my imagination
I’m screaming , Inside , I’m bleeding.