Letter to my mother...

You asked me to write you a poem,
So here it is.
You're are the biggest light in my life,
You're not perfect.
But I don't ever see anything wrong with you.
You're my biggest love in this life,
I'm a mamma's boy for a reason.
You not only gave me life,
But saved it so many times.
I've now lost count.
You don't understand how much you mean to me and my brothers.
We adore you,
We love you.
And we will never give up on you.
You're a fantastic mother,
If you weren't I simply wouldn't be here.
You helped me,
You still help me.
Even if you don't know it,
Even if you don't do anything.
But know it breaks my heart as the oldest,
To know our mother has thoughts of leaving this world.
It hurts me so bad,
To hear you say we'd be better off without you.
Like we don't need you.
If you left,
You'd ruin our lives.
My life would be haunted
And I would want to die too.
But stay only for my brothers.
I'm writing this with tears pouring down my face.
I'm not so good with saying these things face to face.
I'm not much of a talker.
Just know we love you so much.
I had to grow up so fast,
Just to be your best friend.
I grew up so fast,
My brain matured so quickly.
Just remember you have three boys who would give the world for you.
I can't imagine my life without you,
Ever.
It would be too hard,
I wouldn't be able to get over it.
Ever.
Please,
Be happy again.
I'll help you in every way I can.
And I'll protect you in every way I can.

I love you mum,
We love you mum.
Forever and ever.
 
Madonna Maree Saffy xx <3


Nik.J.Tucker