Hey Hatter, What's the Matter?

i saw you the other day.
not in person, but through a friend.
if it was in person, i'm not sure if i would hurt you or myself,
chase after you, or worse,
ignore you.

i saw you had a hair cut, it was better than mine last summer,
the one you "honestly loved".
it was beautiful, i'm not sure if words can truly describe it properly;
it makes me  want you so badly, it hurts a little.

what people said about it, they obviously liked it,
but i don't think they understand what it means.
you're changing, but is it for better?
or worse?
i truly hope the former, i want you back more than you know.

if only i could see you in person and just talk.
then maybe we could figure this out for good, and just be together.

if only love, if only..


-shajoux