Our Friendship Has No Goodbye

I guess I just needed someone to talk to,
Not someone that will use me and just get used to.
I don’t want someone to ignore me and walk away,
I don’t want it to be like a normal conversation everyday.
I want a new beginning,
Because years pass and it seems like it has no ending.
Time passes quickly,
And yet it seems so endlessly.
It’s been long since I’ve felt relieved…
I just would have never believed…
That there was still a bit of hope.
As the only thing holding me tight is the rope…
The invisible rope you tied around me in order for me to stay…
I could of just died or runaway.
But you held onto me tight and looked at my eyes,
My mind melted in yours as I wished not to die…
At least not now,
Not now that I have found you.
You’re my friend and sometimes it may seem more than that,
But what we have is different….
It’s an understanding that no one else seems to comprehend….
We put on a smile like if nothing is wrong, we just pretend…
But we both know that something is wrong,
That there are thoughts in our minds that shouldn’t belong.
But that’s who we are,
That’s what people don’t see from afar.
Not even up close,
As if they have been taken on a dose.
But we know who we are inside,
You and me, these feelings we know how to hide.
For if they are known or seen by others,
We must close our doors, along with the shutters.
So for as long as we both know each other,
I’m going to do anything to make you smile a bit further.
To reach what you deserve.
As you finish the last curve,
You see me there smiling, turn by turn.
I won’t leave you,
You know that it’s true.
I will be there to listen to your words and look straight into your eyes,
And tell you, that our friendship will never have a goodbye….