Adiction

I'm a puppet with no control
bending to my master's will
my mind was simply no match
for deception of such skill
I let you into my life
I never suspected a thing
You made the pain fade away
your praises I did sing
but what started out as fun
could now cost me my life
I wish I could turn back time
to escape this new pain and strife
it hurts to breath
my lungs are black
cancer is ready to pounce
and I've no choice but to let it attack
I lye back in peace
excepting deaths cold embrace
i should have known from the start
that this was the destiny i faced