ease my mind

-another restless night I cannot sleep too much is on my mind
-a wolf in sheep clothing the true me I tru my best to hide
-insecure about my looks from way back in the days
-I remember thinking bout suicide cuz a girl ain't want me in 6th grade
-I never culd impress the girls by my looks tht shyt I couldn't stand
-so I learned a different way to pull them I learned how to dance
-I can't say how much I envy those that are blessed with good looks
-I secretly hate on them and just wish they looks could be took
-but when I did get girls there attention that I ow so badly craved
-tht I would text them every morning saying good morning guess it pushed some away
-I'm misunderstood guess my kindness is a little too much
-but girls love kindness right? Wrong they go for guys who's tough
-I don't know why I decided to right this kinda poem
-but I hope it ease my mind and these restless nights are finally goes