A letter... To my father

And in the end , to him i will always be the worst daughter ever. Now tell me... would the worst daughter have graduated? Would i have been accepted to college? Would i have been eligible for scholarships and grants? No the fuck i wouldnt have. You never congratulated me for anything that i have succeeded in . Yet to every other one of my sisters u gave them something. U were there for them and never me and thats not fair. Cuz unlike them i did something with my life . Unlike them i didnt have 20 fucking boyfriends . Shit i never even had 3 . Look at your youngest, u appreciate her more than us and its cuz u think she follows all your damn rules when she is the one that had who knows how many boyfriends . You're too oblivious for the world . Talk about being a good father . You say u dont drink or smoke all u do is work and i know that. But you always say unlike those fathers who do that u care and they dont? No. I've seen so many fathers support their children no matter what situation. Yes i screwed up.. let me remind u.  ONCE! And im out the house ? But if it was Kesito or Karen it would Never happen. Tell me . Why did u keep me if u hate me? I could be way better off being adopted. You and mom always put me to the ground and when i do something with my life u try to bury me.? What type of father is that? Somewhere deep down inside i hope that you care. But all your actions show you dont. You care more about the ones who lie to u than the one that has done something with her life. Not only that but i always tell you the truth. As i grew up you only pushed me away and talked shit. I will never make it in life huh? Well guess what? I graduated. I was barely passing right? Well guess who had Honors? Me. If u paid attention or have been a father then u would know. What hurts the most is that im not even far away from you, i live in the exact same house as u and i never even get to see you. Talk about living with strangers. Why can't you be proud of me? Why can't u congratulate me? I made something out my life without any support of both my parents. I did this BY MYSELF. I deserve some type of props. But... as usual. You don't care. And I doubt that u will ever care. Its funny cuz as an orphan that u are u should have shown more love. I believe that's how it works. Parents that didn't have parents on their own show way more love to their kids because they don't want them through the same thing. But not u. The situation is way different with you. There was no moral support, no love, nothing. And still, here I am striving to succeed with or without you. Perhaps your not even reading this. Which would suck cuz I tagged you. And if you are... its about time that you finally hear my thoughts. You finally listen instead of yell. Oh yeah, my birthday passed... you know that.  Thanks for saying happy birthday -.- it means a lot that u didn't even care I turned 18. That was something. Well this is long enough already but like I said in the beginning. Thanks for not supporting me and kicking me out the house and not caring for me at all. In reality all I ever wanted to do was make u happy but not even my toughest strive will make u happy. I tried. Lord knows I tried but in the end I will always be your Major disappointment even though I graduated and I'm on my way to college. Let me remind you... I will be the first in this household. Be
as mad as you want... but when you dont listen its time to take it to the extreme. "Push until you cant
push no more. Never limit yourself" If i would have limited myself i wouldnt have graduated... So thank the Lord, thank God. Because with His help , i got to
where i am now. And unlike certain people i know He will never leave my side