In Control

You are a stranger,
dangerous in nature,
devious in mind,
with designs I can't even fathom.

Your heart is a dark cavern,
emotions teeming and seething,
waiting for release.

I peer into your eyes,
fear in mine,
time stopped,
along with my beating heart.

You slowly part my thighs,
your legs between mine,
unyielding, strong,
long and solid.

I don't know why I am letting you do this to me,
why I can't seem to utter the words to make you cease,
as if you would if I dared say them.

There is a certain peace
in my mind, knowing I couldn't stop you,
knowing you control me,
in this second
you own me.

Your grip on my neck is tight,
heightening my senses,
the pain cleansing me of any other thoughts.
I know you'll leave bruises, you always do.
And who
will ever know how much I crave them,
how I am a slave
to the one who leaves them.

God, I am starved for you,
wet and nipples hard for you.
but you know this, and you won't release me,
you tease me incessantly,
and if I so much as hesitantly reach for more,
you punish me,
silence me, for you are the one in control.
Wholly and irrevocably.