many

So many things that I want to say. Feeling so helpless in so many ways.
Looking for answers deep in my heart, but it's in so many pieces I don't know where to start.
I'm my own worst enemy, so many conflicts inside. I wanna give up trying,  I wanna run away and hide.
Burning and bleeding, broken and bruised. So many paths to take, so hard to choose.
Prayer snd patience, kindness and love. Courage and strength sent from above.
I gotta have faith, my faith gives me hope. Hope to find a harness when I'm at the end of my rope.
Reaching out for something or someone to hold onto. Something to believe in, and someone to love me too.
Needing stability, trying to focus on one main goal; yearning to find my place in this world, to fulfill my purpose,  to save my soul.