Fuck it!

This isn't a poem but it's something I had to get
off of my chest. I know that most of my friends wouldn't understand some of my poetry because
it gets just a little dark and "weird" but there are a select few that I expect to be able to
share anything with. I have this one friend who wants me to always share my thoughts and emotions
to but I have always doubted his sincerity. So, just now, I shared a poem with him called
"Giving birth to Sin" which was very personal
because I feel like Sin actually lurks in
in the back of my mind, waiting to attack when Im weak. When I tried to explain it to
him he didn't even read it before he laughed in my face and said he wouldn't read
it! LAUGHED IN MY FACE! I am
beyond pissed this is something I struggle with and wanted to share but to him its just a
joke. Now I see he is just like all the other two faced,
dumb ass, CLOSED MINDED, assholes!!! that thinks
anything that is not all "roses are red violets are blue" is something stupid and made by crazy people who
need therapy and have mental problems!
EVERYBODY SUFFERS!! Can I find ONE PERSON who will take ALL OF ME and just be okay with it??? Just some
Respect!! I think it hurts so much because
I thought I found a true friend who cared. I
NEVER tell people my personal problems, I
lock it away and plaster a smile on my face and sometimes the pain inside hurts so bad so I write. but
who's there to read it?? I thought he would.
But he didn't even give it a chance.
Fuck it, he can go FUCK HIMSELF AND ALL THE OTHER JUGMENTAL ASSHOLES!