Understand

"Just get over it" you say
I wish I could but its not that easy
You don't see what I see
You don't feel what I feel
You don't hear what I hear
Walk a fucking mile in my shoes and
Tell me how you'd feel
You just think I'm fucking crazy
But that's only because you don't understand
You just don't get it
Maybe you'd understand if you took the time to listen
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
But you can't just block me out because I'm depressed
And you're ashamed of your suicidal daughter
Will you ever fucking get it?
The more you ignore me
The more you make fun of me for it
The worse your making it
Ever since you found me on the floor
Unconscious cause I nearly bled out to death
You've treated me like shit
I know you're disappointed in me
But you're taking it to far
I already hate myself enough
Your my mom
Aren't you suppose to want me to get better
Instead you're making me worse
And it kills me how you don't even
Care