Just Maybe, I Guess

I realize I didn't matter as much as you did to me  
You used those words to stab through me and not think much of it  
So where do I go from here?  
Forward you showed me the way to steer  
I didn't want to let it go because you were the best of me  
I still tell you I love you and you just don't want to anymore  
So if I'm just wasting my time and you only think negative of me  
If I kill myself who will I be?  
The woman I gave everything to let me go  
Maybe I will become the worst person in the world  
Maybe this is just an escape for the hurt  
Maybe just a window because sometimes I feel you don't see or hear me  
All I can see is ahead of me and to the sides  
I wanted to be your friend, you were my best-friend  
But I see where I stand in the end  
Maybe I'm just another no one to you in the end
Maybe this is just a last note before..  
Maybe this is just Me and out of everything I would trade for you  
I guess you don't see that  
I guess you don't see that I took all of you in  
My heart sits broken
Maybe you care  
Just want you to know  
I Loved/Love you more then you could imagine