I hate you FLD

 To those who read this...it may not be great to you but it's pointed at someone here who knows who they are.


You make me sick.
You make me want to hurt
I hurt already but I want to hurt you..
Because I hate you
and everything you stand for.
You're the father of my child
but I could bury you without remorse.
If you were dehydrated
I wouldn't even spit in your mouth.
The words you spoke to me
made me nothing but weak.
Now I'm weak minded
untrusting...
Now I hate everything about everyone.
I look at our daughter
and I see your eyes.
She's my world
but all I can see is you.
I hate myself for loving you
I wish I knew what compelled me to do so.
You're a horrible person.
You betrayed me in the worst ways.
Yet I'm the one that's sorry.
You act like I'm the horrible one
for wanting to make myself better.
I actually feel bad for not including you.
Yet I hate you.
I hate myself for looking at you.
I hurt so bad..I want to hurt you.
I won't though because I'm a coward
because you MADE me a coward.
You made me who I am
and I hope your fucking happy.