Just a feeling.

Alone in the dark, wishing I could cry
The only thing I can think of is to ask myself why
Why am I still here? I need my eyes to tear
A single drop of feeling
To start the process of healing
Would a cut relieve my stress?
You all say no but you don’t know what’s best
It’s all inside, waiting, bubbling over
Any pain, to know that I am real and humane
It won’t hurt too much, just a simple slice of the vein
It would be so much fun
To finally come undone
To see the light, follow it even
Go through the doors,
Never look back.