His Side of the Story...

I am a man with a dawgish past wanting to change soon
but time is just moving too fast
It all began when I played the female in a relationship
She betrayed me so because of her all bitches aren't to be trusted
I was so disgusted, I couldn't bare the pain
Most girls out here don't know that our feelings are the same
we're just weaker than y'all and it kills me to say
I am ashamed of my gender because I'm constantly being blamed
Being a dawg is like a drug I'm addicted to the shit
It's the only thing that keeps me focussed instead of out of it
It hides my feelings it hides my pain, my insecurities and my shame
I held a grudge til this day cause I knew my life'll never be the same
So I had to change my ways and stop being nice to these hoes
and since these hoes like being disrespected that just opened the door
I never wanted to fall in love again it was my first enemy
breaking girls hearts entertained me so they can feel the pain I felt so I don't have to feel it, I wanted them to cry for me so I won't have to shed my tears, I hate it when girls lie to me because thats my biggest fear, because girls can take it so far like nails on a chalkboard in your ears.
We all were once innocent til someone taught us the game and the only way you learn is when you first get played, now some guys play the dummy role and let it happen again but I will do anything for a bitch to feel my pain, A man can look you in your eyes and lie but we weren't made like that, It took time. It's just when you get sick of all bullshit we had to get a better disguise. Don't just want one thing from females I want to feel them cry, when I put it on her so good to the point where she'll take off on any other bitch on sight
"Fuck is you lookin' at my man for bitch, bye!" they say and it's music to my ears, images of me french kissing that pussy running through her mind. It's such an adrenaline rush toying with lives and still I have never met no pussy that I didn't like.
But I am a man with a dawgish past willing to change
but time is just moving to fast
Nobody can love me more than I love myself and when I do then I'd be a married man, but fuck love, fuck a bitch they ain't shit but hoes and tricks, they ain't shit cause they anybodies bitches they're so fucking vulnerable even the ones that say they think like a man, Can you tell me how do men think? *crickets* just like I said these bitches ain't shit to me good or bad they're all the same to me and thats how i look at it, yeah you may be bad but lets check out your personality you got the mind of a rookie and you said you're 23? Wheres your ID? oh you lost it, hmmm let me think, yeah I'll talk to the bitch even though she looks 13, put that thrax on her then leave her for my team so we can all talk about it when we hit the scene.
Please don't judge me for my past it's why I am the way I be
Maybe you should have better taste in men because I don't want what you need.


(To Be Continued)