To Jump

Standing on a ledge,
My head filled
With voices and noise
Taking over
Spinning
Vicious
Confusing

An ocean far below
Crystal clear
Sweet depth
Scalding cool
Airless
Freedom
Blue

My clouds so close
I near can touch it
Just a leap
And my wings will bloom
But what will be
If my wings don’t grow
And the ocean is simply an illusion

Fight
Fight hard
Don’t give in
And the warrior falls
Even he needs a hero
But what if superman doesn’t exist
And I’m on my own
What if there is nothing

The clock is nearing twelve
At the chimes I see
Only what I need
Only what I want
And I take my final leap
Up or down
It’s the same
I don’t care

I bleed my final scar
Upon my world
So tired
And wings they do grow
And pummel my into my blue
So in my freedom I resign
But all I will say
Is I miss you...