Year past, year present.

Today, I said goodbye to my love.
I said goodbye to my heart.
I'm alive but I'm not living.
Not without you.
Stiff upper lip, tears like a solider
love, smoke could never smoulder.
A year was not wasted, it will be saved.
I wish you could understand what this is.
I never ment to hurt you, that was not my intent.
Stubby, lays on my bed sweater blue as the sky
and fur brown as mud.
your picture is on my stand.
I'm sorry.