Losing my mind

Fuck this im losing my mind
its too hard to fake a smile this time
doesn't anybody realize im not fucking fine
when I say im just tired
im dying inside
when I say ill miss this and that
it's a subtle note
and im considering suicide
dont you get it there is no place to hide
you can't hide from yourself
even with someone to confide
oh im sorry you haven't seen this side
man fuck this I dont care
these emotions they're a fucking roller-coaster ride
I should just end it turn the tide
in the hospital thinking why
why did I make it I should have died
fuck it im done and oh by the way I
lied
when I said "I love you"
how does it feel inside now
the three words that tied us together
the words that made you fly
secured by a rope which I did sever
im not sorry for what I did
it taught you a lesson
now your confessing
saying "I never that that would happen ever!"
well babe all I can say is "never say never."