The way i am

Yeah, looks like i'm happiest child on Earth, I've got things kids dream of.
See I could be sitting in my room where you would see a hotel, and I would
See shit I wish I could burn.
The only thing I care of is my laptop. I sit here and expose goddamn poems
About you and your miserable life.
I love it when you act like a queen, sitting on the chair, mom. Cuz deep inside
Your own f*cking mother is owner of that fancy chair. Haha!
On second thought she’s the mother of a monster.
I can barely breathe whilst writing this poem, feels like its
A steel knife in my windpipe.
Stop stuffing up my life you selfish bitch, life ain’t no
Nintendo game.
I know I did things, said things I didn’t mean… but look me in the eyeball.
Your temper is just as bad as mine.
Yeah, I wish for unnecessary things like tying you to the bed and
Setting the house on fire!
The next time we fight…wait there wont be a next. You don’t get another
Chance to f*ck up day, cuz ill be gone…gone as ever can be!
But if there is another day I will f*cking spit all the shit I hate about you,
I wouldn't even care whose there or who saw me.
Sometimes I just feel like my dad, I just hate to be bothered with all this constant nonsense.
I guess it’s just the way I am.