"I miss you"

It's been a long time
Since I seen your pretty face ,
You are always on my mind
Anytime any place ~
This love is forever
A true eternity ,
A love that can't be measured
A love that could murder me ~
I still hurt inside
Cause I'm not with you ,
Almost pushed to suicide
Yeah my days are blue ~
Hoping that tomorrow will bring
A smile or some joy ,
I would give anything
Just to hear your voice ~
You seem so far away
But yet you're so close ,
I need to find a way
To tell you I care for you the most ~
I hope you understand
What I'm saying is real ,
I'm only being a man
And telling you how I feel ~
I still get nervous
When I see you calling my phone ,
Some of that is the purpose
The reason for this poem ~
I try to let these emotions go
But it's just too hard ,
And I want you to know
This has left me deeply scarred ~
Everyday I sit and pray
That once again we'll be one ,
After that I'm left to say
I miss you more than a ton ~
B.