Snuff

laying here staring up at nothing
i wish this bed were soft enough
to suffocate me
and snuff out the silence
pulling me under
so far under

i wish this room was colder
to freeze the tears in place
and keep more from spilling out
onto this bed that'll never be
soft enough to end this pain

is this what you really want?
(pushing me farther away...)
is this what you really want?
(to put our love to waste...)

is this it, then...?

you made me a promise
and engraved it onto stone
i made a plead on my wrists
almost deep enough to sever bone

i wish this room was colder
that this bed was softer...

is this what you really want?
(pushing me further away..)
is this what you really want?
(to put our love to waste..)

is this what you really want?
(tears in the silence of night...)
is this what you really want?
(for me to end this fight...)

is this what you really want?
is this what you really want?
is this what you really want?
is this what you really...

want...?

is this the end?