To Early To Tell......

It's to early to tell, if i need a shot of vodka already.
I am stuck in a house of cards that are so small that i can barely fit my thoughts into it.......
let alone my problems.
i must admit i dont have emotions,
i am a person of convience always have been.
But, at this point i am trembling inside with fear,
and no faith.....
I am alone....
so broken that i cant feel it if u held me.
i am pushed to make desicions that i know i will fail.
I hate people........
people who are liars.......
people who judge.........
people who dont know any better....
people are stupid......
I cant sleep,
and it is inevitable because i know i will just wake tomorrow trying to figure out why this path does not feel right.
it shouldnt have to be this hard,
but i also dont need to be trying this hard...
but i am because the only comfort that brings me to enlightenment is that, god does not build a house on a weak foundation.....
He makes u strong, so u can withstand the storm....