Unfaithful Red Nails

I can't decide, can't decide


what will be my alibi


when you cry for me,


trying to make me see,


why you're the best.


Give it a rest.


I can't decide, can't decide
why I can't just run and hide,
why I just keep returning,
the pain, the jealousy just keep burning.
Enough with the meter and rhyme,
I just don't have the time
to explain to you,
why I do what I do.
Why I can't say no,
why I go
insane when someone says my name,
the lust just leaks into my brain,
there's too much of me for one,
and I won't settle for some.
I'll tell you I love you,
yeah that's right, I'd lie
but really with the emotions I've been hiding inside
It would be fine because
somewhere up in me
there is love for you
I can't say it's true, it's not
love for your spirit or your wit or what you do,
it's for your body
against mine, sands stop
lost the time.
I can't tell you why as soon as you turn away
my mind blanks like
we never shared anything
I can't change.
I'd walk up to a stranger
on the street
anyone one I could meet.
I'm a cheater, insatiable hunger for love
and like an angel from above
there's always someone to help my buzz,
whether it's not you, doesn't matter
because no many times I make you shatter
you'll be back
foaming at the mouth with sex and rage
I release you from your cage
and again
you stick with me in the sin
even though you know
there are others
yeah, we may never recover
but it's worth it
right?
for this moment tonight.
And tomorrow when you go
you'll know
I'll go out and find that guy
the one who makes me lie
or the other wo makes me bleed
or the one who knows what I need
and you know your not enough,
yeah it's tough
but you notice it's you
I always come back to
run my fingers through your hair
with my face flushed yet pale
I'll ask you to fogive me
and you will.
And even though we know, one the inside
we are dead,
after every night together
you help me paint my nails red.