Here Again

Here I am again.
Laying in bed.
Crying myself to sleep.
Wondering why you will never feel for me the way I feel for you.  
Am I too ugly?
Am I just not good enough?
Is it my scars?
Tell me and I will do anything and everything to change.
Just to be with you.
I've been beaten and broken so much in the past.
Its hard for me to trust anyone.
But yet.
I need someone to fill in this empty space in my heart.
No.
Not someone.
You.
I need you.
Here.
With me.
You make me complete.
You make my heart skip a beat.
You make me laugh.
And smile.
And you make me happy.
I just wish you knew.
That I'm laying here in bed.
Cold.
Alone.
Scared.
Hurt.
Damaged.
Full of tears.
And worst of all.
Without you.